Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Being on vacation

There's something about doing nothing that is draining me this week! I know that I've worked my a&% off the last several months and that I deserve this vacation. Physically, I need this time off to do nothing so that I can refocus on everything that's coming up in my life, from the upcoming Toy Drive that has become an annual tradition for me (this will be the third year that I've been in charge of it), finishing the pre-work stage of entering the new mentorship program at work (and just as an FYI, there's a whole lot of work involved in the "pre-work" stage of it), to doing the best that I can with my Floor Support position. There's also the United Way that I'm actively involved in, the BOT Action Committee that will be resuming after Cable Christmas is over, the Santa Clause Parade planning...all things that I love doing! So I know in my head that I NEED this vacation!

But I feel so useless sitting at home and not contributing to anyone or anything! I have to learn how to do nothing and not to feel guilty about it, because whether I like it or not I deserve this time off...another thing that I have to learn how to accept.

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