Sunday, September 20, 2009

Lonely

Today after I got home from a family weekend, I sat down to watch TV (The OC to be exact), and lost it after watching the episode that the family staged in intervention for Kirsten and her drinking problem. I just keeping over and over that I don't have that with anyone; I racked my brain for people in my life who cared about me that much. I couldn't come up with anyone that I knew without a shadow of a doubt cared that much about me.

Most of the time I feel so alone. Misunderstood. Lonely. Unloved. Unaccepted.

It's exhausting to have to try so hard all the time to survive.

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