This has been an incredibly hard weekend for me! It's not so much what happened, as horrible as it might have been (that's all the specifics you're going to get) but it's just that I had no one to talk to about it. In the last few weeks, I've come to realize how lonely my life really has become. All of my really close friends, who I still consider really close friends, have other commitments...lives that are full without me in it! I have next to no one, so when I want to vent or cry or laugh or just talk or hangout, whether or not I get to do it depends almost totally on them being able to squeeze me in. And me being, well, me rarely find the courage to ask to be squeezed in, no matter how much I need it at any given time.
And because I also next to no time outside of work to actually meet anyone else, nor the want to have new people in my life, that's not going to change any time soon.
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